all tags no caring soft sprinkles dissociation fun fun black aesthetic 4 20 mentally ill depri killing myself zero fucks worthless world whi weird unloved thoughts sweet suicide suicidal suffering stars smoke sad quotes sad regrets real quotes quote pressure people past pain night never good enough nap mint love yourself love lonely lifequotes life lie john green ill hurt heartbroken heart hallucinating goth girl fun fake disappointed depression depressing depressed dark cut myself broken boys borderline apology anxiety alternative alone 90s shoes art